What fucking day. I

hope it gets better, because this show is not making it any better. Went to Central to talk to Mary Mackbee. She herself is multiracial. She noted that often biracial grow up in an all white community. She talk about they way they sit during lunch time. I am excited about tonight going to listen to Pedro Nogera. I am nervous about it. But happy. I think I am going alone so I'll go at about 5.30. But then I am nervous about a lot of things lately. I have been really negative about myself, I am thinking it might be the tv. A lot of the things I have been watching suddenly seem very stressing. Wire in the blood is really rather disgusting, but I can't stop watching. I am fucking cold I took a walk today would have thought I wouldn't be cold.